"Don't let jealousy fool you - it's just another name for insecurity"
I've learnt that a lot this month. It's sad that there are some people "out there" that want the best for you and your dreams while there are others who strive on making your life as difficult as possible!
When I first started "Just Jay Dance" - it was about "Just Jay" just me, trying to figure out what I wanted to do and which direction I wanted to travel in. I was a bit lost and trying to find my feet. There were a lot of people who were quite happy to see me struggle and offer some kind of support, while still keeping me beneath them but soon as I started rising up and gaining more exposure and reaching higher goals and achievements - those "people" didn't like it and I suddenly found myself learning what it was all about. Life is one big race - to what, I don't know. Money? Happiness? Love? All I know is we're in this together - some willing to run others happy to walk...and some wanting to be carried. But you have a choice - you decide to learn what you can, to listen to other opinions, to try new things - YOU decide how you go about this race.
We often talk about how well someones "done" in their life or how amazing someone is doing...but there are those out there that are only happy with that, providing that person, isn't outdoing them! Why?... You chose to walk? They chose to run?
I've worked so hard and will continue to work hard to provide for myself, make the adults laugh while watching the children I teach, learn and grow up to one day over take me in "this race." No one can stop them and no one can stop me. I'm glad some people are jealous of "Just Jay Dance" because it means that "Just Jay" is doing something right :P
Jay x x